Bella MacLeod's Twilight Fanfiction

An Imperfect Life

By Midnight Dreamer

Chapter 45: Bringing down the Major!

(BPOV)

We sat together on the couch without saying a word for I have no idea how long. I decided that he was not going to start the conversation so I had to.

“Jasper honey?”

GGGGRRRRRR.

Oh no he didn’t just growl at me.

“Jasper. Did you just growl at me?”

GGGGRRRRRR.

“Major!”

Finally he looked up at me. The gold was barely even there. I could see it lining the black center but at least you could see the whites of his eyes. I stood up from him slowly so as to not cause him alarm his eyes followed me. I knew it would take more then just some petting and calming words. I looked into his eyes for a moment then I turned on my heal and walked away. I felt him get off the couch and move toward me. I kept my pace even and continued to leave the room.

“Don’t walk away from me!” he called after me.

I didn’t acknowledge him. I just kept walking.

“Don’t act like you didn’t hear me. Isabella. I said don’t you walk away from me.”

I stopped dead.

“What did you just call me?”

“You heard me. Is..a.” he drawled it out.

I don’t know what was going on but soon I lost all train of thought. All I saw was red. Then the burning started.

(The Major)

She got up and walked away from me. No one walks away from me! Knowing that I need her here with me she gets up and leaves. Oh hell no. I don’t think so. I got up and went after her. I know she knew I was behind her and yet she still didn’t stop.

I knew calling her by her full name would piss her off but I didn’t care. If it got her to stop walking away from me. When I looked into her eyes something was wrong. Her eyes were like flames. I could see the red, yellow and orange flames dancing in her eyes. The red and gold highlights in her hair seemed to flare as well.

(JPOV)

Somewhere in the middle of all this I came back to my senses. I knew it was the Major that called her out but now I was here to take the brunt of her anger. I knew better then to call her Isabella. What was I thinking. Oh right I wasn’t. I allowed the inner beast to take me over and this is what I get in return. But I don’t even know what this is.

“Bella Darlin’. you alright?”

No response. Shit what do I do now? Simon. Simon would know what to do. Right? He did say she was more powerful then him. Maybe he would have no idea what this was or is! Shit it’s worth a shot right. It can’t hurt.

Simon? Simon are you listening. I need your help, it’s Bella. I don’t know what to do. Hell I have no idea what is even going on. Please answer me.

I would if you gave me the chance between sentences. Welcome back by the way. Now what is going on. What is wrong with Bella?

I don’t know really. After everyone left Bella and I alone , well the Major alone, she got up off my lap and started to walk away from me. I knew I needed her to help get me out of that state, I wanted to call to her but the Major took offense and yelled at her. Which we all know is a stupid idea. When she didn’t respond and kept walking away he took that as she disobeyed a direct order so he yelled at her again. This time he called her Isabella. We know only you can call her that and get away with it. But of course you know Bella. She stopped and turned and faced the Major head on. She asked him what he called her and he of course called her Isabella again. Then I don’t know what happened. Something snapped in her the same time I snapped out of Major mode. I don’t know if it was a response to something wrong with her or what but I need your help. It’s as if Bella isn’t in there anymore. I called to her but she just stares. Even her appearance has changed.

Changed? Changed how Jasper this is very important.

Her eyes have changed. it’s almost as if there is a fire burning inside them. And her highlights in her hair have brightened. The red and gold in particular. Almost as if they too are flames.

Oh Jasper this is not good. I’m not sure if you will be able to bring her back.

What do you mean? I have to bring her back I love her. I can’t lose her.

I know you do Jasper but I don’t really know if anyone can. I have only read about this in mythology books. I can’t even invoke that type of power. We need to get through to her before it takes her over.

What do I do Simon?

I don’t know Jasper. Only you can bring her back to you. Do what you do best. Show her your emotions.

Is that safe? I won’t hurt her will I?

No Jasper you won’t hurt her. Trust yourself. You are her soul mate. Her true mate. Her other half and equal. Only you can do this. Bring her back to us.

I’ll do my best Simon and thank you.

Your welcome now go take care of our Bella.

Simon was right. I was her other half, her soul mate, her equal. Wait that’s it. I’m her equal. I started sending her wave after wave of my love, worry, and calm. I reached out to her and pulled her to me. She was as rigid as a board. I just kept a steady pace, continually sending her my emotions while I held her to me. I don’t think I have ever been more scared in my life. What if I can’t reach her. I would lose her forever when I just finally found her. Damn the Major. Why did he have to push her. Why couldn’t he just let her go. Maybe this was all a part of her plan. She knew I could override the Major if I thought she was in danger. And from what I can sense, Edward is still in the yard. Now he is pacing he doesn’t know what is going on in here. Bella must still be unconsciously shielding us. Damn even in this state she kicks ass. I must have been projecting my lust toward her cause her breathing picked up and her eyes widened. Well that’s a start isn’t it. So I continued to mix my lust for her into the mix I already had going. All together I was sending her love, worry, fear, calm and lust. What a mix if I do say so myself. I picked her up into my arms bridal style and headed toward one of the spare guest rooms. There is no way I would take her to Alice’s room or Edward’s for that matter. And Rose’s was definitely out of the question. I can feel the lust from her and Emmett when they are in there and I have heard their nightly activities before, I don’t even wanna know what is lingering in that room. I laid with her on the bed. I closed my eyes as if I could sleep and continued my assault on her emotions. I knew she could feel everything I sent her. Stronger then I could. Then I started to whisper to her.

“Bella honey, I need you to come back to me. I can’t be without you. I just got you back. Please don’t leave me now. I couldn’t live without you. You’re my everything. The air I breath, the venom that flows through my veins. I would die with out you here with me. Your are my soul, heart, my love, the reason I exist, my other half. Please Bella Darlin’ come back to me. Yell at me, hit me, curse at me. Something. Anything. I can’t stand not hearing your voice. Seeing your beautiful eyes.”

I just kept going. I don’t know how long I was there for. Simon and Peter brought me jugs of blood just like Peter had done in Canada when Char punished him. Maybe that could help. I will tell Bella stories.

“Bella Sweetheart, are you listening. I’m gonna tell you a story. It’s about me, Char and Peter. It’s rather funny now that I look back on it but at the time I was pissed. Well it was about 80yrs ago. Peter thought it would be a good Idea to go white water rafting down the Rio Grande. I told him he was crazy but he said what could possibly go wrong, we were vampires nothing could hurt us…So eventually after two days of listening to Peter whine like a girl…”

“I did not whine like a girl” Peter yelled up the stairs.

“Peter whined like a girl. Char and I agreed to go. We got the canoes and other gear we would “Need” to go rafting. The guy at the store asked if we needed a guide and we declined stating we grew up on the river. That our fathers where miner’s and fishermen. Needless to say the stupid schmuck believed us. So we moseyed on down to the river.’

“Moseyed…Really Jasper?” Char asked.

I chuckled. “Anyway. We all got into our own canoes. Seeing as we didn’t really need the life vests we left them on shore. We were off to a pretty good start when we hit the first set of rapids. It was fun. I can’t say I had a lot of fun back then but that was one of the funniest days of my life. Anyway back to the story. So we get a little further down river and the rapids pick up. Peter the genius that he is decided we should make this a little more interesting. I asked him how we could do that and he said we were gonna play bumper boats. I looked at him like he as crazy and told him he was too. I asked him what he thought would happen if someone caught us doing this and he replied that people would think we were just stupid or suicidal. Yep that would be just what I wanted, headlining the nightly news. THREE YOUNG TEENS ATTEMPT SUICIDE BY RIDING CANOES DOWN THE RIO GRANDE. PLAYING WHAT APPEARED TO BE BUMPER BOATS OVER THE RAPIDS. NEWS AT 11:00.”

I felt Bella twitch for the first time in days. So I continued the story.

“So he talked us into it. By saying it would be fun. So we went along with it. We went about 4 miles bumping and ramming each other, when suddenly Peter turned to sharp and literally stabbed his canoe into Chars causing hers to veer towards mine. My reflexes weren’t an even match for the rapids so they wound up throwing me into the air and then into the water. Needless to say I was wearing my favorite pair of boots. They were broken in just right and were soft not all stiff like new shoes are. Well once I floated out of the rapids into smother water I swam to shore. When I got there, Peter was getting reamed out by Char for not only breaking the boat but tipping me into the river also. Once I got on shore she looked at me and burst into tears laughing so hard. Peter was doubled over. When I looked down I realized what they were laughing about. I had a fish sticking out of each pocket of  my pants. My chest and arms that were visible through the soaked white shirt I was wearing was covered in leaches trying to attach themselves to my skin. I had some seaweed type plant thingy hanging in my hair. I looked like a shipwreck victim.”

I could hear Peter and Char laughing hysterically down stairs reliving the memory with me. When suddenly I felt a movement in my arms. I looked down to see a pair of fiery brown eyes looking at me with a smile on her face.

“Bella” I whispered so only she could hear me.

Again she smiled at me. I could feel the love starting to radiate off of her in tidal waves. I think she was trying to drown me in her love which I would gladly do.

Jasper?

Her mental voice even seemed shaky.

Yes Bella honey?

What happened? And where are we?

You don’t remember anything?

No Jazz I don’t. where are we? I’m scared.

Don’t be scared Darlin’. We are in the spare guest room at the Cullen’s house. Now tell me what you remember last.

I remember Edward and I fighting. Char dragging him out of the house. I curled into your lap on the couch. You were in Major mode. I didn’t know what to do to snap you out of it. I knew petting and sweet talking you wasn’t gonna do it this time so I got up and started heading to where I knew Edward was. I knew that if you thought I was in danger it might snap you out of it.

Well darlin’ when you got up you provoked the Major. You know he can be a real dick and he called you by your full name. twice. Then I don’t know what happened. I snapped out of Major mode just to find you in some scary ass trance. Your eyes looked like they were on fire. I could see the flames dancing in them. Your highlights looked like they were glowing. It was scary ass shit. I asked Simon what to do and he could only tell me to do what I do best.

All I remember was loosing all train of thought and everything going red.

Red?

Yeah my vision tinged red. Then nothing.

Could you hear me talking to you?

Yes but it sounded more like a whisper at first. I could feel your emotions though. What were you scared of. You were sending a pretty strong dose of fear.

Oh Bella Darlin’ I was scared I was losing you. I didn’t know if I could bring you back from whatever that was. I thought you were gone. I couldn’t live if you left me now that I just got you back. I fear I would die without you.

Oh Jasper I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you like that. I promise I will try not to do anything like that again.

With that she reached her hand up and cupped my face. Bringing my lips to meet hers. Once they connected I felt like I was home. Everything was right in my world once again.

“Hey Major. It’s real quiet up there did you fall asleep?” Peter yelled.

“Nope Peter. Just died and gone to heaven.” I snidely replied. Smiling at Bella.

“That is not Funny Jasper Dwight Whitlock. Not funny one little bit.” Charlotte yelled back at me.

Bella giggled into my chest to muffle the sound. She looked up at me and mouthed Dwight? I growled at her quietly. She just started giggling more. This time it caught the attention of the peanut gallery down stairs.

“Hey is Bella awake up there. If she is you better tell us. You can’t keep her all to yourself you know.” Peter called again.

“Wanna bet?”

“what kind of bet?” Peter asked.

“Never mind Peter. You wouldn’t win anyway. An if I wanna keep her all to myself I will. And their ain’t nuttin you girls can do about it.”

I knew I was pushing it, I’m not sure if Bella was up for anything like this. I looked over at her to see her trying to hold in her laughter. Well I can’t have any of that now can I? so I reached over and started tickling her sides. She couldn’t hold it in any longer and burst in to laughter.

“Jasper… that’s not fair…..I can’t fight…back….” she got out between giggles.

“That’s right darlin’ you can’t fight it. I haven’t heard your laughter in days and I’ll be damned if your gonna hide it from me.” I chided.

Bella looked shocked for a minute. I paused to let her take in what I just said.

“Days?”

“Yes Bella Darlin’. Don’t get upset. You have been in your own little world for three days. School starts in two.” I told her.

She looked like a deer caught in the headlights. Her fiery eyes wide and her lips shaped into a small O shape. So I did the only thing I could do. I kissed her. It took her a second to respond. Just like I knew it would. When we pulled up for air she looked at me and smiled. God I love her smile. Suddenly she looked toward the door. Then she looked back at me.

Jasper honey. How quick can you get us to my place without anyone knowing were gone?

Quick enough why darlin?

We need some us time to work through everything. Not just this blackout thingy but ‘us’. you know that talk we were supposed to have before all this shit started happening with Alice and Italy.

Well then Darlin’ will it be door or window?

Window. Peter is waiting just at the top of the stairs down the hall. He will be coming in here in about 20 seconds so you better make this happen fast.

Anything for you darlin’.

I lifted her into my arms and we disappeared out the window. I heard the door to the room open just as we vanished into the woods between the two houses.

“Bella Darlin’ is there anyone at your house. Can you see?”

“Nope no one is there. When we get there go straight to the basement. We can go in there. The walls are sound proof. And with my shield not even Simon will be able to hear us. So we can converse in privacy.”

“Bella you think of everythin’ don’t ya.”

“Yep.”

(BPOV)

We made it to the house in record time. No one was here of course but that didn’t matter I wanted to be sure we remained alone until we finished talking this out. I withdrew my shield so it only cover Jasper and myself. That ought to keep them busy for a while trying to figure out why Edward can hear them again. We sat in the dojo on the large throw pillows that Alice had put in there. But from what I gather it was Jasper who had picked them out. We had so much in common it wasn’t even funny. Well I might as well get this over with.

“Jasper.”

“Yeah Bella.”

“What did you figure out when you were in Seattle?”

“Well I realized that I love you. I couldn’t stop thinking about you. I was wondering what you were doing. I was hoping you were thinking about me just as much. I missed your smile, your laugh, your free spirit. I just simply missed you.”

“I had missed you too. I was thinking of you constantly. I just wanted you to come home to me.”

“Simon told me you were driving him crazy worrying about me. What were you worried about?”

“I haven’t really told anyone besides Carlisle and Simon. I know I told you some but well… those dreams I told you about. They aren’t just dreams. They are visions of the future. And well I had one of you. The night before you came home. I knew you were gonna catch Alice and Davey. I knew they were soul mates. I also knew you were gonna run. So I had already had a bag packed to leave to go with Simon when he came to tell me what I already knew. I just wasn’t sure if you would ever come back. I didn’t want to end up looking like a zombie and eventually fading to dust. But I had a choice to make. Allow you to catch Alice and be hurt and run off or hurt everyone else by telling them not to be together. I couldn’t hurt everyone. So I chose to let you find them that day when you came home. I wrote that letter for you and gave it to Simon to give to Carlisle that morning while he waited for you to come. The vision I had was worse then how it happened, I guess I have Simon to thank for that.”

“What do you mean the vision was worse?”

“Well in my vision you actually almost drain Davey. It takes all Simon had to pull you off of him. You actually attacked Alice. You tore her limbs off and threw them out the window. You were going to burn them but Simon told you to run. And you did. By the time you stopped your guilt for almost draining Davey and hurting Alice consumed you and you went to find a nomad you used to know. He could control the element of fire. Your were going to have him tear you apart and burn the pieces. Leaving me to rot away without you.” I was in tears by this point. I could feel the hot liquid pouring down my cheeks.

“Oh Bella Sweetheart I could never do that. I love you too much.”

“But don’t you see Jasper you didn’t know if you loved me yet when I had the first dream. The morning of your return the vision changed. and I saw you running away and staying with Peter and Char until I came back. Which is why I left the letter with Carlisle. I knew you would come home to collect your things and to tell Carlisle of your plans.”

“Darlin’ I love you more then my own life. I could never do anything to intentionally hurt you. What happened the other day scared the shit out of me. I thought I had lost you. You wouldn’t talk, or eat. Hell you didn’t even sleep. You just laid in my arms staring at the wall in front of you. It wasn’t until I started telling you that story did I even feel you move once.”

“I’m so sorry for scaring you Jazz. I love you too. And that story was really funny. I could actually picture you all dripping wet with you hair in your face.”

I could feel my lust for him spiking as I pictured him all drippy. I know he could feel it too. That is the best part of being in love with an empath he already knows what your feeling before you say anything. I looked over at Jasper and saw that his eyes were coal black but I knew it wasn’t the Major this time. I could feel the lust radiating off of him in waves. This was pure horny Jasper. I crawled into his lap and pressed my hand to his cheek. I decided before we go any further I needed him to see what the last three days was like. I felt him stiffen under my touch.

“Bells. What in the hell was that?”

“That Jazz was what the last three days was like for me.”

“You said you were scared you were gonna lose me well technically you did. I was burning in that fire for those three days. I couldn’t see or feel anything but fire. I heard you talking to me though. It helped to take my mind off the fire. Occasionally I could feel your fear, and worry. Then your love and lust. What made you think to send your lust to me?”

“I figured it was only fair for you to feel all my feelings toward you. You show me all the time. And that fire, I could see it burning in your eyes. Little flames dancing around. Your hair even seemed to dance with it. I had to give it everything I had.”

“Fair enough. Now where were we. Oh yes.”

I sent him an extremely strong wave of desire and lust. I could see his eyes darken immediately. I could feel his body move closer to mine. I felt his lips on my neck, placing light kisses all over. Then he slowly but deliberately slid his tongue from my collar bone up my neck to just below my ear. Sending my lust for him skyrocketing. He kissed his way to my jaw. Along my cheek until our lips met for a passionate fiery kiss. I felt his tongue sweep my lip and my own came out to mingle with his. We both fought for dominance. I felt his hands slide up my sides to my ribs and around to my back. I arched at his cold touch but became accustomed to it quickly. He slowly laid me down on the pillows, never breaking the kiss. When I needed to breathe he got up from over top of me. I pouted at the loss of contact. He gave me a cocky smirk and walked to the basement door and locked it. I see where this is going now. No interruptions. Good. He glided gracefully back over to me and slid down beside me. Wrapping his one arm underneath me while the other cupped my cheek and brought my lips to his. The passion and desire were burning my lips. My hands slid under the hem of his button down shirt and began rubbing his chest like I did before to calm him down only this time it was more sensual. The purring started again. I had to ask.

“Jasper love. Why is it that you purr when I rub you? I haven’t seen or heard any other couple purr when they touch. Even Rose and Emmett. Not Even Carlisle and Esme. And they have been together forever.”

“I’m not sure Darlin’ but I don’t mind it one bit. What your doin to me feels incredible. And I wouldn’t stop it for the world.” he replied. As his lips continued their exploration of my jaw and neckline.

I started to unbutton his shirt. Once the buttons where gone, I began to push it from his arms. I felt him stiffen under my hands.

“Jasper what’s wrong?”

“Bella my scars.”

“Jasper your scars don’t bother me. I love them as much as I love you. They are a part of who you are and I love every bit of you. Now shush.” I said placing my finger to his lips.

He kissed my finger and it started again. He kissed up my arm and across my shoulder. When he returned to the neckline of my blouse he hesitated for a moment too long.

“Jazz?”

“Bella are you sure this is what you want?”

“Stupid question gets a stupid answer. No Jazz I don’t want this, I’m taking your clothes off in a sexual manner so I can do the laundry. Yes Jazz I want this. More then anything else in the world right now. I want you. I want to be yours in every way. Please don’t make me beg. You know you will lose. Make love to me Jasper.”

“Well since you put it that way. It would Please me most to make love to such a beautiful woman. And I won’t make you beg. This time! That would just be cruel.”

“oh your such a gentlemen.” rolling eyes.

“I know.”

“Jazz.”

I was suddenly silenced by his lips. I felt his hands slide beneath my shirt. When is hand cupped my breast, and his fingers teased my nipples for the first time, I couldn’t stop the moan that left my mouth. He must have taken that as a good sign cause seconds later my shirt and bra were laying on the floor a few feet away. He slowly kissed down my chest and as he reached my breasts he took one in each hand pushing them together. Then he lowered his head and took both nipples into his mouth simultaneously. The pleasure coursed through my body and straight to my core. I could feel the heat building as my body tingled. When he released he only let one fall back into place. He continued his assault on my breast while his fingers professionally massaged the other. I swear he could drive me to an orgasm by just playing with my nipples the way he was. Then suddenly he switched sides. I managed to get his shirt off in that span of time and it too was added to the pile building on the floor. The moans and whimpers of pleasure flowing from my mouth were causing him to purr even louder then before. It must be a sign of contentment and pleasure. He began to kiss his way back up to my lips where they connected once again.

“Please Jasper I want to feel you inside me.” I begged.

“Patience is rewarded my dearest.” he whispered against my skin.

I reached for his jeans and managed to unbutton and unzip them before he had me distracted. He was kissing down my stomach while swirling his tongue along the skin creating patterns which I was trying my damnedest to figure out. When he suddenly stopped. I realized what he was doing. He just wrote his name down my chest in his venom. I could see it glistening in the lights from the fountains in the corner of the room. He again began kissing along the waist line of my jeans. I felt my body shiver from his touch. But it wasn’t from the cold. Quite the opposite. His touch left a trail of fire everywhere. I felt and heard rather then saw when he popped the button on my jeans. I felt him slide them down my legs teasingly slow. Once they joined the pile of clothes he began to kiss his way up my legs. First the right then the left. When he reached the apex of my legs I felt him kiss my center over the fabric. The jolt of fire that burned through my body was searing. I know he felt it too. I could see them. The flames that is burning and dancing in the pools of onyx. I could see it burning him from the inside out. He came up to connect once more with my lips. I felt his fingers trace the outline of my panties. Using my feet I slowly removed his pants from his form as he hovered over me. Once I got them to his feet he kicked them away toward the growing pile. Leaving us both in our underwear only. The question boxers or briefs was solved. He was most definitely a boxer-brief man. They hugged his ass, hips and legs perfectly. The bulge in his front showed prominent. Jasper was very well endowed. Bless this perfect man. The kissing resumed once more. His tongue trailed behind the finger making it’s way from my lips to my panty line. His finger slid under the hem and shifted to my hip. Bringing his other hand to mimic the movement of the first hand. He removed my panties in one swift move. Now the only barrier between me and him was his. Which to my pleasure were removed just as quickly as mine. Jasper in all his glory was a sight to behold. The sculptures in the museums held nothing on him. He would give the gods a run for their money. As he moved closer I could feel his eyes drinking me in. I knew I was tone and fit so I had nothing to fear. I swear I heard him whisper beautiful. I’m pretty sure I blushed. He crawled up my body slowly kissing here and there on the way up. When he came to my ear he whispered.

“You have nothing to be bashful about Bella, you are beautiful.”

My lust and desire to have him buried deep inside me intensified by 100. I know he felt it. He pushed his hips gently into mine, causing a delightful friction, and moan to escape both his lips and mine. I felt him position himself at my entrance. He looked up at me to make sure this was okay. I sent him a wave of my desire and he slipped inside slowly. The feeling of his quivering member, pulsing deep inside my heat causing the fire to burn hotter. As he sheathed himself fully inside me he paused. I looked into his eyes to see that they were no longer the black or gold I had come to know. But a beautiful shade of Ocean blue. His crystal eyes were hypnotic. I could stare into his eyes for eternity. Under closer examination you could see the Blue, green and white flames burning inside the blue hues of his eyes. His lips locked with mine as the trance was broken. I could feel his love for me and mine for him swirling around us. Pulsing in and out of both of us. Our connection was more then skin deep. It felt as if our hearts and souls joined and melded as one. Two beings, one heart, one soul. When the kiss broke he began to move within me. First slow and steady. Then as we found a rhythm we both liked; it became fast and hard. He dove deeper inside me with each thrust. Never hard enough to hurt me but enough to cause a tinge of pain to pulse through with the pleasure. The flames burned and flared with our desire. I could feel my body start to tremble with the coming of my completion. I knew Jasper was close. I wasn’t ready for this to end yet.

“Jasper baby not yet please. I don’t want this to end. It feels so good baby.”

With that he slowed to a stop and pulled out. I whimpered at the loss but was glad when I felt him kiss me. I knew this was not over. He was simply fulfilling my request. He kissed his way to my apex and when I first felt his icy breath against my heat I gasped. The sensations were incredible. Then he ran his tongue from my opening to my sensitive nub. I damn near hit the ceiling. Jasper wrapped his arms around my legs placing my feet on his shoulders. His fingers playing gently across the skin of my stomach as his tongue worked wonders on my clit. Again I swear he was writing his name the way his tongue was moving.

My body again began to quiver with my impending release. As it neared closer I felt his hands work their way to my breasts. I could feel it as he took each nipple between his finger tips and began to tease them while he continued is ministrations in my nether regions. My release started building upon itself until I could hold it in no longer. I felt the damn burst inside me and I could feel my juices flowing towards Jasper’s awaiting tongue. He lapped up my juices till there was nothing left but a tingling sensation. He then crawled to his knees and pulled my legs around his waist, but I sat up slowly and stopped him. Seeing him sitting like that the inspiration struck to return the favor. I crawled in front of him. Raising my hand to begin stroking his semi soft member. As the stroking became more fluid I watched as he threw his head back and moaned. I bent down while he wasn’t looking and took him in my mouth. I felt him stiffen and then relax. I must have surprised him. He was not expecting me to do this. I began to bob my head up and down, slowly swirling my tongue around him as I went. I could feel him purring again. This only spurred me on more.

“God Bella that feels so incredible.”

Hearing that come from his mouth made it all worth my while. I picked up the pace. Moving faster and faster. Occasionally running my teeth gently along his shaft as I pulled up. And then circling the head with my tongue. His body began to shiver and his moans and purring became an almost constant string. I knew it wouldn’t be long. Jasper entangled his hands into my hair. I looked up at him through my eyelashes and began to hum as my lips stroked his rock hard cock. He body went from shivers to full out quakes. I knew just a little longer and I could taste his sweet nectar. So I reached up with one hand and began to massage his balls and tug lightly on them. His hand tightened in my hair.

“Bella Darlin’ I’m gonna…”

It was to late he didn’t finish his sentence as his warm fluids flowed down my throat. Salty and sweet at the same time. I milked him of every drop. When I finish licking him clean his body was still slightly shivering.

“My god baby.” was all he said as he collapsed onto the pillows beside me.

I crawled up his body so that I was laying on top of him. Our hips touching. I sent him a wave of love and happiness and he returned it with a smile.

“Cat got your tongue Jazz” I asked.

“Nope.” he popped the P. “There just aren’t any words to describe what you just did to me.”

“What do you mean?”

“That was the first time anyone has ever done something like that to me Bella.”

“Wow, you mean you and Alice never…?”

“No. She was disgusted by my scars. So it was always wham bam thank you ma’am and out the door. She wouldn’t even cuddle with me afterwards.”

“Oh Jazz. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to bring it up.” I said as I wrapped my arms around his body and snuggled into his chest.

“It’s fine Bella really. I’m over it. I have you now and I’m happy.”

“Good I’m glad your happy. But now I want to see you beyond that.” I said as I grinded our hips together.

His reaction was instantaneous. Rock hard in a matter of seconds. I sat up slowly and hovered over him. I positioned him at my entrance and slid down slowly, impaling myself on him. I began to rock slowly over top of him watching as his eyes rolled into the back of his head.

(JPOV)

Bella crawled on top of me after she gave me this phenomenal blow job. There aren’t even words to describe how she made me feel. Most of the women I have been with it has always been about them and their needs. I should have known better with Bella. She always put everyone else first. She asked about Alice. I didn’t really care anymore but Bella had the right to know she was the first in this area. The pride and pleasure bursting off her was enough to make me forget all about Alice.

She positioned herself over top and impaled herself on me. She rocked slowly back and forth causing my eyes to roll to the back of my head. She was so warm and so tight. God I loved the feel of being buried inside her.

“God Bella you feel so good. Don’t stop baby.”

She started to grind into me harder. I could feel myself hitting deeper inside, causing her to let lose a moan of shear pleasure. As I could start to feel her orgasm approaching; her movements became sporadic so I took hold of her hips and began to thrust up and down from this angle. She threw her head back and growled. Damn that was sexy as hell. My baby growled at me. This only caused me to pump faster and harder into her. Her body began to shake.

“Hold on Bella baby don’t cum just yet. I want you to come with me.” I pleaded with her.

I felt her clamp down on her pleasure and hold it at bay. Mean while she also reached down behind her and began to fondle my balls. This caused me to jump and push even deeper. She let out a loud moan. Good thing this room is sound proof. I looked up into her eyes. She stared me down as she reached with her free hand to grab her breast and tease her nipple.

“Cum for me Jasper. I want to feel you explode with in me. Please baby. Please.”

Oh My God. She is begging me to cum inside her. I could feel my release coming. My legs started to shake with anticipation of my upcoming explosion into bliss. Bella must have felt it to cause she sent me a wave of desire first. I knew she wanted me to cum with her too. Then she sent a wave of lust which caused me to pump faster and harder into her tight, hot, wet, pussy. Her juices were flowing down my cock and all over my legs but I could care less. This woman was a goddess. Then to top off her tease she sent me a wave of euphoria just as she squeezed and tugged my balls. I felt myself burst inside of her. Filling her with my seed, simultaneously Bella clenched down on my cock as her own release ripped through her body. I used my hands to guide her as she rode out her orgasm. As she settled down I flipped her over so I was over top of her.

“You don’t honestly think were are done yet do you?”

She looked at me surprised. I gave her an evil smirk as I plunged into her again and again. We continued this way throughout the night and into the morning. Just when I thought she was to tired to continue she would surprise me and find a new position she wanted to try. So I would let her take the lead and let’s just say that was the best night of my entire existence. Just before sunrise the next morning Bella and I were in a position she seemed to be enjoying most exuberantly. When the sudden urge to mark her as my own came flooding through my system. Maybe it was because I knew this was ending and we had to rejoin the real world. I stopped moving all together and froze. Bella took notice right away. We became so n’ sync over the hours we spent together.

“What is it Jazz. Why did you stop?”

“I’m sorry Bella I had to. For some odd reason this time I had the sudden urge to mark you as mine.”

“What exactly does that mean?”

“When a couple mates and they become one they have the urge or reflex I guess when they consummate and come to a completion they want to mark or bite the other to show that they belong to each other. But I can’t I could kill you. We don’t know what my venom’s effects could have on you.”

“Your right we don’t but I know someone who will.”

“Simon.” we said together.

Simon.

Bella where the hell have you been. We are all worried sick about you. You were out for three days straight and then you and Jasper take off and don’t tell anyone where you are going. You put your shield up and block us from finding you, or me from reading either of your thoughts. What were you thinking.

Well for your information I was thinking that Jasper and I needed some time alone to work through everything, including what we are since we never got the chance to. And I decided it would be good to do it with out interruptions or ease droppers.

Okay okay point taken you needed a break. Now what pray tell are you just now paging me for?

Well we were wondering if Jasper were to say mark me, would his venom have any effect on me?

Mark you? Wait what?

Um yeah you know. Two mated vampires, consummate their relationship, and they mark each other. Would anything happen if he bit me. And would I be able to bite him in return?

Oh um that. So you and Jasper finally….ah…you know…

Yeah now answer the damn question.

You should be able to mark him just fine. As for his venom you are already changing it can’t hurt you at all. Well it might sting like a bitch but other then that. No harm no foul.

Okay thank you. Oh I have some other things I wanna ask you about later. But for now I gotta go. Later.

Later….

“Jazz. Simon says nothing will happen to me if you bite me. Besides it stinging like a bitch. Since I’m already changing no harm no foul. He also said I can mark you.”

“Wait you wanna mark me?”

“Yeah of course. Why wouldn’t I. You aren’t the only one who had a biting urge a moment ago.”

“Oh”

Just then I was hit with a tidal wave of emotions. Love. Lust. Desire. Want. All the naughty ones. Bella is a really bad girl. I stiffened instantly inside her. Being as we were already in this position when she called for Simon’s help. It didn’t take long for us to get right back to where we were. This time was different thought I could feel everything so much stronger now. I looked up at Bella and the fire was burning in her eyes again much like last time. Her hairs’ highlights were glowing and suddenly we were surrounded by this glowing bubble. I made to stop but Bella wouldn’t let me. She dug her heels into my ass and continued to push me to the rhythm we had set. I could feel both our orgasms closing in rapidly. With a final strong fast thrust from me we both fell over the abyss. I leaned down toward Bella just as I got within reach she sank her teeth into the curve of my neck. Mimicking her move I did the same. As we both pulled back we licked each others new bite marks. I can’t believe I marked Bella as mine for eternity. It never crossed my mind to do that with Alice. As we came down off our highs I saw that Bella’s eyes and hair had returned to normal. And the bubble we were in vanished. I wonder if that is a manifestation of Bella’s shield. I held her in my arms for a while before she spoke.

“I love you Jasper.”

“I love you too Darlin’”

She turned to look up at me with a smile to die for on her face. When her eyes met mine she gasped.

“What is it Bella honey?” I was worried.

“Your eyes and hair.”

“What about them”

“They’ve Changed.”

“What?”

“Come with me.”

She pulled me up and lead me through a door into a room full of mirrors. This must be her dance studio. She stood me in front of a large mirror and went to turn on the light. I to gasped when I saw my reflection in the Mirror. My eyes were Ocean Blue once again like they were when I was human. But if you looked real close in the center you could see the Blue, green and white flames flickering. Just like a fire made from drift wood that is soaked in sea water. My hair had streaks of light blue and green. Similar to Bella’s also. Except hers are red and gold.

“What happened to me Bella?”

“Well I’m gonna ask Simon but I’m pretty sure for us when we consummated our relationship and became one, We literally became one. You know two bodies one soul.”