An Imperfect Life

By Midnight Dreamer

Chapter 49: Awakening

(JPOV)

All I remember was takin Bella in the shower. Even then it was fuzzy cause the Major was in control. I feel like my whole body is on fire. It’s not a burning heat but more of a cold flame. Being refrozen from the inside out. The pain is there but it is nothing like being turned. Time has no meaning here. Where ever here is. It could’ve passed in minutes, hours, days, hell even weeks and I wouldn’t know. I could feel someone with me. Then I felt it. Strong waves of love, lust, desire, and calm. Bella. My fiery fury was showin’ me she was still here with me. Eventually her emotions leveled out. She must of fell asleep. Shit. I promised I would take her to school in the morning. I know she will understand why I can’t. After all she did this. Hopefully I won’t do this for three days, that shit would just suck. I felt a moment of warmth on my cheek and then it was gone. Bella must have kissed me goodbye, which means morning has come and I have been a vegetable for hours. God how could Bella stand this. I’m bored as hell. I couldn’t image three days of this shit. She must have gone bonkers. I suddenly heard a chuckle out of no where.

“Who’s there?” I growled.

“Oh Jasper chill the fuck out already. Your incessant rambling and whining is giving me a headache, and bein’ as we share a mind I suggest you stop b’for you hurt yourself.”

“Major?”

“Nope.. I’m the fuckin Easter Bunny!”

“Asshole”

“Hey don’t call me an asshole, you pansy ass twit. If it weren’t for your bitch we wouldn’t be in this predicament now would we?”

“Don’t you dare speak of Bella that way.”

“Why not. That whore of yours tricked me into markin’ her after she fucked your girly ass.”

GGGGRRRRR

“Settle down half pint you know you can’t take me.”

(Narrator POV)

Imagine a battle field. Bombs exploding, fires burning all around. Smoke filling the air. Then a breeze clears a path of vision and standing amongst the dead and dying, and falling ruins are two glorious gods ready to strike. One fighting for love and compassion. The other fighting for dominance and control. Their bodies crash together time and time again as a storm rolls in over head. Thunder and lightning rumbles and flashes all around the two gladiators as they fight for control of the body they both share. Who will win? Only time will tell…

(SPOV)

I watched over Jasper as he transformed from vampire into walking god. I could see the battle raging in his mind as the two halves fought for dominion. Too bad neither half will win. It will be a stalemate and when that happens the two will join. Then and only then will our goddess have her god. They individually in their own rights will be powerful and feared, but together they will be unstoppable. The battle I have foreseen will change the world for both human and vampires alike, for the better. The Vulturi will fall and our warrior god and his goddess will reign supreme. Now if only I knew which gods we were dealing with? Jasper suddenly began to stir. I knew the battle was almost over.

(Narrator)

The two gods battled. Neither gaining the upper hand. They were evenly matched. They charged each other just as an overly loud roll of thunder rumbled over head. Their bodies crashing together each posed for the kill. Teeth bared and growls emanating from their chests. They crashed together falling to the ground both going for the kill. When everything went black.

(JPOV)

I stood looking around myself. I was standing in a destroyed battlefield alone. Where was the Major? I slowly looked myself over. My breath hitched as I realized I was dressed in full military uniform. I was the Major! Suddenly everything began to fade. I could no longer feel the cold fires licking at my body. How long have I been out for? I tried to open my eyes. It felt like they were made of concrete. Next I tried moving my hands and arms. They felt heavy but I could move them. I could feel someone with me. I let loose the growl that was rumbling in my chest.

“Jasper child it is okay. You are safe.”

I knew that voice. Simon. But where is my Bella?

“Bella is still in school Jasper.”

Well that makes sense. How long have I been out?

“About 30 hrs. Your transformation went rather quickly. Can you open your eyes?”

I tried again. They slowly began to open. I sat up slowly and took in my surroundings. The walls were light in color, there were blue and green accents everywhere. What caught my attention though was a photo on a desk in the corner of the room. Bella. My beautiful fiery hell goddess. I was in her room. I must see her. Now!

“Jasper you will see Bella when she gets out of school. You promised to pick her up do you remember?”

Of course.

“Simon”

It was the first time I spoke. I startled for a moment when I noticed the deep southern drawl of the Major. I turned to look in the mirror, but I saw no tell tale signs of him. No black eyes or hard lines. Only the fiery blue/green flames of my bond with Bella, and yet I sound like the Major.

“You have become one Jasper. Your mind no longer battles between the two personalities. There is no “Major” or ” Just Jasper”. You are who you were meant to be all along. Major Jasper Dwight Whitlock, God of war and other half to the beautiful and deadly enchantress known as Isabella Marie Swan. My daughter.”

“Bella did this?”

“Yes. She knew the only way for you two to be completely one was for you to become whole in your mind.”

“I don’t feel any different. Other then the drawl when I speak I feel the same.”

“Oh but Jasper you are not the same. You will see in time. Right now we must go do research and find exactly what or who it is that you and Bella have become.”

“We will be done in time for me to get Bella from school.” I could feel the command in my voice.

“Yes sir we will.”

The power I felt swell through me when he replied submissively made my whole body tingle.

(SPOV)

Major Whitlock is magnificent. Now we just have to figure out exactly what he is. His command that we be done in time for school to let out left no room for defiance. So we left for the library. Once we got there we went straight to the mythology and lore section. We started scowering through the books at vampire speed. Time was speeding by when I came across something. I knew they would be harder to find but now I think I found them.

“Jasper”

“Simon you found sometin’”

“Yes I believe I have.”

“Well spill it. I have to go get Bella.”

“I believe you and Bella are the reincarnations of the god and goddess Indra and is wife Indrani.”

“Are you sure?”

“I believe so. We will have to check your connections to each other but no one else seems to fit. Now there will be some differences being as your vampires first. But I am positive we have found what we are looking for.”

“We will discuss this later at home with everyone else. I must go to Bella I can feel her callin’ to me.”

“Go Jasper. I will see you both at home.”

With that he sped out of the library. This is gonna be hell to explain.

(JPOV)

I left the library and raced to the school. I could literally feel Bella callin’ to me. When I got to the school I found Bella’s car in the parking lot. With a deep breath I could tell that Alice and Edward had been with her. The thought of Edward near MY Bella made a growl rumble in my chest. I know Bella loves me but that boy just doesn’t know when to give up. I released the breath I had taken in. Sniffing the air once more I picked up another vampire scent. This one new.

An unknown vamp. The scent was strictly floral meaning it was a female. When I found that it mixed with Bella’s I got edgy. I know Bella could handle herself, that and Alice and Edward were with her. They wouldn’t let any harm come to her, after all she is still family. I could also feel that Bella was fine. Anxious and excited but fine. Her thoughts told me she couldn’t wait to see me. That brought a smile to my face. I leaned against her car and waited for the bell to ring. As the final bell rang I felt Bella’s giddiness spike. I watched as Bella and this girl came out of the building. Bella paused looking around the lot when her eyes locked with mine. The smile that spread across my face could only rival that of Bella’s. when Bella claimed me as her Jasper I felt my entire being warm. So this must be the new vampire I smelt earlier.

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