Bella MacLeod's Twilight Fanfiction

Freedom

By BetterInTexas

Chapter 04:

Amber POV

Back on the road and finally in control. I looked to my side and see Bella riding right along with me. She is smiling. Riding always makes my baby girl smile. It took a while to calm her down after the two losers left. I can’t believe cold pale and dead thought I would go off with him. Paul on the other hand. He wouldn’t get much from me but there was no way I wasn’t gonna fuck him. He was hot. Literally and figuratively. Bella won’t like it but she needs to start taking what she wants and then moving on.

I’ll give my stalkers credit. I hadn’t seen them since I left but I know they are out there somewhere. I catch Bella looking over her shoulder occasionally. Poor girl is so confused. She needs to get high.

“Baby B. We are going to pull into that rest stop over there and take a walk in the woods. “

She nodded her head. She knew what I wanted and she wanted it to. She was so close. Soon she would be me and we would be us and there would be one.

“How you feelin baby?”

“Better.”

“Come on and walk with me. We can roll a joint and both feel better.”

She nodded and followed like the good girl I want her to be. We sat down by a stream at the rest stop and lit up.

Bella looked in deep thought. “What are you thinking about baby?”

“I don’ know for sure. I’m having a hard time concentrating on the future when my past is following me.”

“We will lose them. Don’t worry. They can’t follow us forever.”

“Yes they can Amber. Maybe if I talked to them I could get them to leave us alone.”

“Do you really want to face them?”

“No.”

“I will get them to leave us alone. We are just going to be us. We are going to have fun. We are going to do what we want. Neither one will be able to take watching for long.”

“But they will just try to take us. I don’t want to go back to Forks.”

“Even if one of them takes us they can’t keep us there.”

“What if they try to put me in mental hospital?”

“I won’t let that happen baby. If that happens, you take over and tell them you don’t know me and just wanted to get away from Forks. Your 18. As long as you don’t talk about me they can’t do anything. If it’s too much for you I can take over and tell them I’m you and I don’t know any Amber. You’re not crazy B. You’re just becoming who you were meant to be. No undead or magical wolf mate can change that or stop us.”

“What am I becoming?”

“Whatever you want. You have left your worldly possessions behind. You left your safe life with your safe father and your safe protectors and decided to make your own decisions. You are nobody’s Barbie doll. You made that decision. I’m just going to help you get there. You have to accept a few things before you are ready. But we will work on those. Don’t worry. I will carry you.”

“You told me once you wouldn’t always be around to carry me.”

“That’s true. Because you are me and I am you. One day we will be one. Now B, how do you feel? Are you relaxed?”

“Not really. I’m better though.”

“Let’s take a bump of coke to wake us up and get back on the road. New York City isn’t gonna come to us. Besides we need to find a bar. Aren’t you feeling horny right now?”

“A little but I don’t think I want to have sex with anymore strangers.”

“Do you want to watch me do it?”

She looked deep in thought. But I knew the idea turned her on.

“Yes.”

“Then come on baby. Let’s find us a man.”

Edward POV

“Carlisle it’s worse than I thought.” I explained what was going on with Bella over the phone while I followed her from a distance. I could hear Alice and Esme in the background sobbing. I didn’t need to read their minds to know they blamed this on me. And they were right. I won’t be making any decisions for Bella or the family for a long time. Maybe ever. I should have just listened to the family but I was too arrogant. And now it may be too late.

“Edward you have got to bring her back. We have to try to get through to her. If she goes to a regular psychiatrist they may lock her up for life. I’m not sure if she can come back but I definitely can’t do anything with her out on her own roaming the nation.”

“What do you suggest Carlisle? I can’t very well kidnap her.”

“Can’t you Edward?”

“No I told you, the dog found her at the same time I did. Do you want the pack breathing down our necks?”

I heard Carlisle sigh. “That does complicate things. I don’t suppose you can convince this Paul to help you in the spirit of her best interests?”

“He thinks he is best for her. He will never work with us.”

“I don’t know what to tell you, Edward. Keep her safe and try everything you can to get her back. The longer this goes on the less likely it will be that she that she ever pulls out of it. It may be too late aright now. It sounds like she has gone through some pretty major body modifications and has been having sexual intercourse with strangers plus drug use. You may have to come to grips with the possibility that it is too late for her and she may never come back to us.”

At that I heard Esme and Alice sob louder. This is a nightmare.

Paul POV

If she thinks I am letting her out of my sight with the leech following she is crazy. Well, crazier. I phased after she sent me away and showed Sam and Jake everything. Everybody agreed that it may not be the best time for her to come back to Charlie and Charlie probably shouldn’t know we found her yet. I hated to worry him any longer than necessary but if he found her like this he would worry all the same. I stayed back in my rental car but couldn’t keep up so I had to follow within a mile. I’m sure she saw me. I didn’t care. I had to have her. I saw her pull up to a bar on the side of the road. Ahh crap.

Amber POV

“Don’t be nervous B. We’ve done this before. It will be the perfect way to relieve tension.”

The bar was a small town hick bar. Not much action going on. I thought in South Carolina I could at least get a good looking cowboy. One guy in the corner didn’t look too bad.

“See anything you like B?”

“I need a drink.” Good girl Bella. You’re learning.

“Barkeep.”

“What can I help you with darlin?” an overweight bearded guy asked me.

“I need two shots of jack and a Budweiser.”

“Comin right up little lady.”

We threw back the shots and Bella sat as I drank at the bar. I turned to see the door open and who should walk in but my cold dead stalker. I could feel Bella getting nervous.

“Don’t sweat it Baby B. I got this.”

She looked forward and wouldn’t make eye contact with him. He walked up and sat down next to me.

“Am I speaking to Amber or Bella?”

“Bella doesn’t want to speak to you. Ever. She did have a message for you though.”

Poor bastard looked like he got his hopes up for a second.

“She wants you to know she is leaving. And you can’t come. She is tired of pretending to be something she is not. She said she will always love you in a way but her kind have distractions that keep them busy. She also wants you to promise her something.”

“What would that be?”

“She wants you to promise not to do anything stupid. You know, for Esme’s sake.”

The pain on his face was fun to watch.

“This guy bothering you?” Well if it isn’t my cowboy from the corner. I saw Bella still looking forward but she had a smile on her face. I think she liked me throwing Eddie’s words back in his face.

“Yes, as a matter of fact he is. He seems to think I’m into prissy emo guys. I would much rather have a drink with you.”

“My table is in the back.”

“How bout we have that drink in your car? Or do you have a truck?”

“I have a truck outside.”

“By all means let’s head that way cowboy.”

I went to get up and Edward grabbed my arm.

“What the fuck do you think you are doing?” I screamed.

The whole bar turned to look. He hissed. “I really don’t think you should go out there Bella.”

I turned and looked at B who was pissed. She looked at me and nodded.

“Please help me” I said louder than I had to. “I think this guy wants to rape me. He has been following me for the last hundred miles!” Every guy in the bar started walking towards Eddie. He couldn’t very well beat them up now could he? That would require some explaining to do that I’m sure he wants to avoid.

The bartender walked up and said “I think it’s best if you leave on your own son before you leave on a stretcher or a body bag.” Edward glared at me and walked out of the bar. Mission accomplished. Bella was smiling and looking right at him. She winked at me. Good girl. We are making progress.

I looked up at my cowboy. “My hero.”

“No problem Ma’am.”

“Now how bout that drink in your truck? I want to reward you for saving my virtue.”

“Right this way.”

We walked out the back. I wonder if Eddie was on the roof or on the other side of the building. I hoped the roof. My cowboy had an extended cab. Good. I whispered to my girl. “Get in the back and watch.”

I attacked my cowboys lips. He began lifting my shirt. It was at that time that wolf stalker ripped the door off the hinges and grabbed me by the arm pulling me out. He was growling. Holy shit he was pissed. “Get your hands off of her.”

Cowboy made the mistake of coming around and getting in Paul’s face. He hit Paul. Paul stood there. Paul hit him back. Hard. My cowboy wouldn’t be waking up for the rest of the night.

“You fucking dick! What the hell gave you the right to do that?”

Motherfucker sneered at me.

“Look Amber, Bella whatever the fuck your name is. I tried doing this the nice way. You’re coming home with me. Now.”

“The fuck I am. How the hell do you think you are going to get me to the other side of the country? Every opportunity I have to scream kidnapping and rape I will. When we get there I will tell Daddy Dearest I ran from you because you raped me and that’s why I had to take off.”

“You wouldn’t do that.”

“Try me Bitch.”

I could see in his face that he believed me.

“Look at me Paul. I’ve obviously been traumatized. I’ve lost my mind. I bet you spent a lot of time with Charlie asking where I was. Out of nowhere, too. He is probably already wondering why you cared. It will all make sense to him. You raped me and wanted to find me because you were scared I was going to talk. I’m gonna make it good baby. I’m gonna cry and hug Charlie and you are going to be lucky if you just get charged with rape instead of being shot. I bet getting shot in the head would be hard to heal from, even for a wolf. And when you are in jail I’m going to leave again. Still want to play tough guy Lahote? Do you? You don’t make my rules bitch. Now leave.”

He knew he was fucked. I could see it in his face. And he knew I would do exactly what I said I would.

I walked to my bike. I saw Bella get on hers with a smirk on her face. She looked at me.

“I love you Amber.”

“I know Baby. I love you too.”

Paul POV

Fuck. What the fuck am I going to do? She is serious. I can’t just grab her and take her home. She is crazy enough to get me locked up. I can’t leave her. I am fucked. I saw her get on her bike and say something to someone on her side. No one was there. Then she was off. I smelt leech and there he was.

“I guess she would do the same to me if I kidnap her and force her home.”

“She knew you were there Cullen. She knew you would understand the same thing was meant for you. Bella was smart. Amber is smart and vicious. I don’t know what to do.”

“I guess we keep following her until we can figure something out. I am calling my family. If we can’t get her to come to us, maybe seeing them here will help.”

“Maybe Jake can get through to her. He was always nice to her.” I thought.

Amber POV

Two days since the little bar incident with bachelor number one and bachelor number two and we had made it to New York City. We drove with no direction. We wound up in Queens. I saw a guy who might have information I needed. I got directions and an hour later me and B were full up on Ecstasy and Coke. We both took a bump and were wide awake. We found a crappy motel room. Hookers were hanging around outside. I wasn’t going there. I did have some standards. I talked to a few of the girls and they gave me the locations of some nice gentleman’s clubs in the area. May as well make some bank while I’m here. I want to let B loose a little bit and get her on stage.

“Amber?” I heard B say.

“Yeah baby?”

“I need you.”

We had sex, or got our self off. Not my preferred method but without any guys around and my wolf stalker…

“Hey B, want to really hurt Paul and Edward at the same time?”

I saw the glimmer in her eye before she smiled. “Definitely.”

I let her in on my plan. She wasn’t crazy about it but understood the purpose. She was horny too.

I walked to the door and opened it. “Paul, get over here.”

He walked up within 60 seconds. Eager much?

“You’re like a good lap dog. You just follow and come when I tell you too. Now if you can sit when I tell you too you will be perfect.”

“What do you Amber?”

“I’m going to give you what you want Lahote. Bella wants to speak to you.”

Bella POV

I can’t believe I’m about to do this. This isn’t the strangest thing I have done though. And I was horny.

“Paul.”

“Bella?”

“Yes Paul its me.”

“Baby please come home with me. Everybody is so worried about you. I will stay away from you if that’s what you want but please come home.”

“Do it Bella, take him.” I heard Amber say from the corner chair.

“Paul I’m your imprint right?”

“Yes.”

“And you have to do what I say right?”

“I have to make you happy or it hurts me as well.”

“Paul I want you to take me.”

“Home?”

“Tell him Bella, just like we talked about.”

“No Paul. I want you to fuck me. Fuck me hard. It’s gonna be you or someone else. Do you want it to be you?”

I pulled my shirt up over my head and unbuttoned my cutoffs. I saw him staring at my body.

“I’m your mate right Paul?”

“Y..Yes”

“Your wolf wants to take his mate right?”

I got down on my knees in front of him. “That’s right B. Take it out and run your mouth slowly up and down his cock.” I heard Amber instructing from the corner.

I unbuttoned his jeans and he was hard. I took his cock out and started slowly stroking. God it was huge. He really was gorgeous. I placed him in my mouth and cupped his balls. He was so hot. I could see desire in his eyes. After a few minutes I took him out of my mouth.

“Paul, I’m going to lay on this bed on all fours. You know. Doggy style? You’re going to grab my hair and fuck me from behind and you are going to make it hard. You are going to fuck me until I come then you are going to come mall over my back. Understand? I don’t want any in my hair and you are going to be loud. I want that vampire outside to know who I belong to.”

I went to the bed and he was on me in a second. Oh crap he was huge. I looked at Amber while he was fucking the hell out of me. She was looking at me but her eyes were glazed. She was really getting off on this. I came while looking at her. Paul came right after. I felt him on my back. Good boy. The bad thing is this mystical connection he says we have. I could feel it. But I would fight it. I belonged to no one. I wish I was strong enough to do this on my own.

“Amber?”

“I got this baby.”

“Hello Paul.”

“What the fuck?” he asked.

“Paul you need to leave now. We got what we wanted. Now you may go.”

“I’m not going anywhere Bella.”

“Bella is not here. She is sitting down and doesn’t want to talk to you anymore. She got what she needed. You may want to stay outside the door though. Things are about to get interesting.”

I watched as Paul walked out with a sad look on his face. Maybe he shouldn’t have been so mean to Bella. I dressed, grabbed my pocket knife and walked to the door.

“Edward?” I whispered.

He was in front of me in a flash. He looked pissed. Good.

“Edward did you hear what I just did with Paul? Did you hear me fucking him?”

“Yes Bella.”

“Oh know that was Bella that fucked him. I’m Amber and I am about to give you something you want too.”

“I won’t have sex with Bella until she is turned.”

“I’m not offering my body to you Cullen. I’m going to give you the one thing you can’t live without. The reason you stalk her.”

I cut my palm with my blade. And I slung my hand at his face. The blood drops hit him square in the face. His eyes turned black and he was fighting himself. And he was losing. I laughed at him.

“Taste as good as you thought Cullen? A lot more of a paper cut this time huh?”

He was about to lunge for me when Paul came out of nowhere and tackled him. Edward was being held back by Paul and he was in a frenzy. While those too played around I figured it was a good time to move.

“Let’s ride B. I think our boys may be wrestling around for a while. Shame they can’t follow us.”

We ran to our bikes and drove off into the night. Where were we going? Who the hell cared?

God we felt great!