Bella MacLeod's Twilight Fanfiction

An Imperfect Life

By Midnight Dreamer

Chapter 54: A Born Goddess

(JPOV)

I watched as my goddess fell asleep in my arms. After everythin’ she has been through these past few days she feels completely drained. Hearin’ that Emmett can speak and has spoken to their parents pushed her over that ledge her psyche has been precariously balancin on. With her birthday loomin’ only days away. So much to do so little time to prepare. I’m sure hours have passed as I sit here holdin Bella as she sleeps. I can feel everyone’s haywire emotions. They’re worried, upset, happy, curious, anxious, horny…well that has got to be Emmett and Rose. Curiosity is the strongest emotion I am sensing at the moment. It seems to be comin from Peter. He is slowly makin his way toward Bella’s room. Stoppin only cause he hears the growl rumblin low in my chest. He knows not to intrude without my permission. I would tear him to shreds and ask questions later if he came to close to my mate when she is vulnerable like this.

“Major, can I have a word with you?”

“You may, but stay by the door.”

He opens the door and stands at attention in the door way. He knows to show submission to me. I am his commandin officer.

“At ease soldier.”

I watch as his stance relaxes but is still in a posture that shows his respect to a superior officer.

“Major, I’m slightly worried about Miss Bella. She has been asleep for far longer then normal. I feel that somethin is happenin.”

I growl at him. I would know if somethin where a miss with my mate.

“Why would you think somethin is wrong with Bella?”

“Shouldn’t she have awoken by now? She usually only sleeps about 3 to 4 hours. You have been up here for over 6 hours already Major.”

I tossed the thought around in my head for a moment. He was right, Bella usually don’t sleep this long. I reached over and shook her slightly. No response.

“Maybe it’s just all the stress she’s been under. Her body needs the rest.”

“No Major, I don’t think that is it at all.”

“You don’t think or you “Know” so?”

“It’s just a feelin Major. You know how this works. I think there is more to this then just sleepiness or stress. I think she may already be startin the last leg of her change.”

“Peter are you sure? How can you be positive.”

“Major you know how my mojo works. I just know shit. And I know that she is goin through more then just a stress induced sleep coma.”

“How sure?”

“98% sure”

“And the other 2% says what. That you have no idea?”

“No it says we ask Simon.”

“SIMON” I growled getting impatient with all this bullshit. Somethin was off with my Bella and I wanted to know what the hell it was. I waited for him to appear behind Peter. It was takin longer then I wanted. I could feel another growl building deep in my chest when suddenly he was there.

“Sorry Major.” He said as he bowed his head.

“What is goin on with my Bella. Is she completin her transformation?”

“It appears so Major. How long has she been out?”

“Just over 6 hours.” Peter told him.

“Have you tried to wake her?”

“The Major tried shakin her slightly.” Peter told him. I was becoming more pissed by the minute.

“Then I would be positive to say that yes it has begun.”

“How long?” I growled at them. I didn’t care who answered me.

“A little over a day maybe more or less?” he didn’t seem to sure. Which just pissed me off even more.

“Could you nail it down a little more” I growled. The rumble in my chest was a constant now. They were really beginning to get on my nerves.

“Another 30 hours give or take. She is different then the others so I can’t be sure. I’m sorry Major.” Simon said steppin back toward the hallway.

“Fine. That will be all. Now leave! Tell the others to stay away until Bella awakens if they value their existence. I do not wish to be disturbed.”

“Yes Major.” they both bowed backing slowly out of the room while closing the door.

My Darlin’ Bella. She didn’t even get a heads up, not a warnin, nothing. If Peter wouldn’t have come up here, hell even I wouldn’t have known. Her emotions are as if she is sleepin. I settled myself in next to her, wrappin my arms around her securely. I will wait this out by her side so if she should need me I will be here.

(PPOV)

Holy mother of fuck. I knew Jaspers personality was kick ass, hell The Major alone was scary as shit, but now with both combined together as one, the God of War is shit-n-piss ya self terrifyin. Heaven have mercy on the soul who is stupid enough to provoke him. He gave his warnin to stay away from that room and for all intensive purposes I plan on following his order. If Miss Bella is anything like Major Whitlock, a.k.a. God of War, this world is in for one hell of a surprise. I can’t wait for the fun to start. I know a certain vampiress who is gonna get her panties all in a twist and try to take on Miss Bella to get her “Major” back. Oh this shit is gonna be epic. I wonder if the pixie twat and her human sidekick are gonna cause a problem. I haven’t seen either of them since Bella literally brought the Cullen house down. I know that somethin is wrong with those two I just don’t know how much of a threat they are gonna be. Simon says Miss Bella has just about 30 hours give or take a few before she wakes up to kick ass and take names. I’m still not to thrilled about this whole she’s gonna bite me thing. But if that is what is needed to be done, then hell who am I to stand in the way of fate right? I wonder where my lovely mate has disappeared to? She is probably up to no good what so ever. That is why I love her so much, she is me just smaller, and prettier. Well I guess I should go track her down.

(BPOV)

Something seems off. I feel like I have been sleeping for days. I can feel Jasper beside me. I could here voices all around me but I couldn’t say anything. I couldn’t even move. Jasper shook me slightly but I couldn’t respond. I felt his panic rise, along with his anger. I could feel the growls building in his chest. I knew this was not gonna be good for anyone who came to close to this room, let alone close enough to touch me. I hope no one was stupid enough to try that. I wonder how close I am to my birthday? I wonder if this is part of the transformation? I can hear Simon tell Jasper that it has started. Wow how long have I been out for? What was that? Did Simon say another 30 hours of this. Well at least I’m not burning. There is no pain at all. I can’t even hear them mentally. And I know they can’t hear me or they would know I was not worried. Hell it was nice not to have anyone else in my head for a change. I know Jasper is worried and Pissed. But there is nothing I can do to fix that until I wake up from this. I hope time moves fast. I can’t wait to get this over with. I wonder how different I will be. My emotions have been all over the place the last two days. From anger to sadness to happy to lustful. I wonder how Jasper dealt with it all? I know he is stronger now but holy hell if that shit wasn’t makin me crazy. I wonder how much more time has past? It’s not like I have a clock in this place. Where ever this place is. If I’m in my head I need some help cause it’s rather empty in here. *chuckles to self* Yep I have officially lost it. I know I’m supposed to be world leader all powerful scary indestructible vampire war goddess and all but I hope I can still keep my sense of humor cause if not this world is gonna suck. All work and no play will make my eternity very boring. I felt Jasper chuckle next to me.

“Darlin whatever is goin on in that beautiful head of yours that has you feelin’ that way is a good thing. I’m glad you find somethin amusin even if I can’t hear it.”

I felt sudden sadness overwhelm me. My Jazz can’t hear me. Is something wrong with our connection? I thought nothing could break that.

“Now…Now, Darlin’ don’t go gettin yourself all worked up over nothin, you can tell me all about it when you wake up.”

I felt him squeeze me slightly harder. I relaxed into his arms farther. I may not be able to talk to him or see him but he can feel me and I can feel him. We can still communicate. Maybe I can find out how long I have been here?

“Curious about something.”

I sent him another dose of longing and curiosity.

“I see. Well Darlin’ you have about another 12 hours left if Simon is correct. And I can’t wait to see you too.”

God I love this man.

“Love you too.”

See what I mean he just understands. No need for words or endless explanations he just knows. I wonder if that is how Peter got his gift. Maybe it is a mutation of Jaspers.

“Now what’s got you curious Darlin’? Your vampire brain seems to be workin overtime.”

Oh how I can’t wait to ask him.

*chuckling* “Oh Darlin’ impatient are we! Well me too. I wanna know what’s runnin around that brain of yours that’s got your emotions bouncing the way they are.”

I chuckled to myself of course but I know he can feel my humor. I wonder what things we can do to the others. Oh I will have revenge on Emmett for all the pranks he pulled on me growing up. And Peter is in trouble. I owe him for getting my brother mauled by a bear. Yes Rose saved him but still, he should of known better. And I wonder what happened to Alice and Davey? I don’t remember seeing them down stairs. I have a bad feeling about those two. I wonder what it is gonna be like when I bite Peter and Char again? Are they gonna go through the change again or is it gonna be like Jasper where they doze off for a few hours? Huh. Curious.

“Not much longer Bella Darlin’.”

Wow time really does fly when your not paying attention. I wonder if we can go hunting when I wake up? Will I even be hungry or thirsty or whatever I will be? I know Jasper will have to go. He has not left my side since I fell asleep I can guarantee that much.

“Whatever your thinking I can tell you, you are probably right.”

How does he do that?

“I know you like I know myself my Darlin’.”

Swoon. I love when he calls me darlin. I love that his southern twang is out permanently now.

“Darlin’ you keep sendin off those vibes and we won’t leave this bedroom for a few more days. Whether your awake or not.”

Promises…Promises! He chuckled at my humorous emotions.

I can’t wait for my Bella to wake up. I miss seein her beautiful brown eyes. I can’t wait to hear her voice.

Jasper baby I can hear you. Can you hear me?

I heard his intake of breath.

Bella Darlin’ I can hear you. Can you open your eyes for me?

Sorry baby I don’t think it’s time just yet but I can feel it’s close to being over. I can’t wait to see you. I miss you. I know you haven’t left me but it’s not the same.

I know Darlin’ but you have to let it happen the way it’s supposed to. Happy Birthday by the way sweetheart.

Jazz! Just because I’m in some weird coma thingy doesn’t mean I wanna hear about my birthday. But I love you and thank you.

Alright I get it. No birthday talk. I love ya too. Now how about we discuss some of what has been rollin round that head of yours the last several hours.

*chuckles* well I was thinking on payback against Emmett for all the pranks he’s pulled on me over the years. Then I thought of getting Peter for his stupidity with the whole hunting thing with Emmett. I was also worrying about Alice and Davey. Something doesn’t feel right with those two. I was also wondering how you’ve been dealing with all the emotions flowing around the last couple of days? Then I was worried that someone was going to do something stupid while I was out and you would hurt someone. Then I was sad cause you couldn’t hear me. Then well you got the rest…*blushes mentally*.

*laughs* Oh Darlin’ I would say your brain was definitely workin overtime while you were out. Did you hear everything that was going on around you?

Yes I did. I was kinda pissed myself when I couldn’t reply to you when you shook me.

It’s okay sweetness. No one got hurt, they all stayed away. Now for your other thoughts. Payback sounds fun. I would love to help you out. Alice and Davey I agree something is definitely shady there. The feelings are nothing I just focused solely on yours. I was wondering what brought on the sadness. But I wanna know about the lust you were spiking me with at the end there?

I love when you call me Darlin’. Then you said about not leaving this room for days and I thought to myself Promises promises.

Well that would be the reason for the humor after the lust. And I meant every word Darlin.

You are truly wicked Major Whitlock. I can’t wait to hold you to your word.

Not much longer. An hour tops.

Good I’m starving.

Would you like Char or Peter first. *Laughs*

Char first I think I would like to make Peter suffer a while. *laughing*

*chuckles* Sounds like a plan Darlin. For now rest and I will go find them.

NO Jasper no don’t leave me. I don’t want you to go. I’m sure if we call for them they will come. I wanna try out my telepathy over long distances anyway. I wonder if I can contact them once I wake up.

Okay. I will stay right here.

I could feel him wrap his arms around me, and pull me closer. I released a sigh.

“Bella can you speak to me out loud?”

“yes”

“Baby try and open your beautiful eyes for me one more time.”

I tried to push them open. They still felt heavy. Like waking up from a good nights sleep. I slowly stretched and began to try and open them again. They opened slowly to stare straight into the gorgeous eyes of my lover.

“Hello beautiful. Did you rest well?”

I couldn’t answer him so I did the next best thing I pulled him to me and kissed him with all the passion I could. I could feel him smile against my lips and pull me closer yet. He slowly broke the kiss.

“I’ll take that as a yes.” he chuckled.

“Jasper love I’m so hungry. Where is Char?”

“Call for her my love.”

Char come to me.

Soon there was a knock on the door.

“You called for me Bella dearest.” char asked as she entered the room.

I rose from the bed. And stood in front of Jasper as he sat up.

“Come Char and kneel in front of me.”

She came and kneeled bowing her head slightly. She knew what was happening and went with it willingly.

“Move your hair please Char.”

She did as asked, never once questioning or making a sound. I kneeled behind her. I gave her a quick hug and then brought my lips to the mark Jasper had left there almost 140 yrs ago. My teeth cut through her vampire flesh as if it were butter. She didn’t flinch or cry out. For that I was grateful. I know I would feel terrible if I hurt her. The flow of blood over my lips caused my eyes to roll in the back of my head. It was sweet and warm. It took but seconds for the last drops to pass my lips. It was almost erotic in a sense. When I sealed the wound Char fell back into my arms. Jasper came around me and lifted her to the bed. He placed her down, laying her arms so they crossed at her chest. You would think she was sleeping.

“Now for Peter.” I smirked at Jasper.

“You are truly an evil minx you know that.” I could feel the lust and mischief flowing off of Jasper.

“Soon my lover. We have business to finish first.” I chuckled.

Peter…come out come out where ever you are.

“OH Shit” we heard called from somewhere in the house. Causing both Jasper and myself to laugh.

“Oh come on Peter don’t make this harder on yourself then it has to be.” I called while exiting the room.

“Bite me Bella.” he called while running out of the house.

“I plan on it Peter.” I called while taking off after him.

(PPOV)

Char went to Bella with a smile. She knew it was inevitable. But not me no way was I gonna go willingly. She planned on torturing me cause of the shit I pulled with Emmett. I knew that much. But in no way was I gonna make this easy for her. I could feel her gaining on me. She was laughing the whole time.

“Just give up Peter. You know you can’t out run me. Hell I would have you already but I’m having way to much fun chasin you like a scared rabbit.”

“I am not scared.”

“Nope. Not you. Your not scared at all…so that is thrills not chills that are rolling off you then?” she snickered.

“Bitch.”

“Awe. I love you to Peter. Now STOP!” she demanded.

I don’t know what happened but I stopped. It’s like I had no control over my body anymore.

“Cause you don’t Petey boy. I do. Now come kneel in front of me.” she called.

My body did as it was told. I tried to fight it but it was pointless.

“That’s a good boy Petey.” she patted my head as I kneeled in front of her.

I growled at her. She of course laughed and kneeled behind me.

“I’m not a dog Bella.”

“No your not. But I still love you either way now can we get this over with. I wanted to do it so you and Char would wake at the same time, but now you had to run and be difficult.”

“You wouldn’t want me any other way” I smiled.

“Your right I wouldn’t now bend down.”

I did as she asked. I knew it was gonna happen.

Peter I promise it doesn’t hurt. Char kinda just fell asleep. You may even like it.

I could picture the smirk on her face when she said that. God she is such a pervert. I love her more for it.

“Thanks Petey. Now nap time for the vamp.”

She leaned in close and I could feel her warm breath on my neck. I could feel a strange pulling sensation in my neck but that was it. No pain, no burn. I started to feel woozy. It was the only way I could describe it. Then everything went dark.

(BPOV)

I knew Peter was gonna run for it. He was really upset about this whole biting thing. So I figured if I played with him for a little it would help ease him into it. When I demanded for him to stop his whole body froze. I knew he was confused but this had to be done sooner rather then later. He kneeled in front of me and I teased him more. The playful banter between us eased his nerves. When I told him not to worry that Char was in no pain what so ever he relaxed completely. When I slipped the innuendo in there he felt humorous so I took that as my chance to finish what I came here to do. He didn’t feel any pain. I could feel when he started to sleep. The last pull I took drained the blood completely. I felt high. Stoned even. It was euphoric. I could feel Jasper approaching. He must have followed knowing he would have to carry Peter back. He tossed him over his shoulder like a fireman would do for anyone. We took off toward the house. As I watched him run in front of me, I could see every muscle tense and relax as he moved. He was graceful and stealthy, utterly delicious to look at. I watched his body shutter as he felt the lust I must have been projecting to him. When we got back to the house it was empty. The others must have gone hunting. Jasper took off upstairs to lay Peter next to Char. I made my way to the basement, he would find me when he was done. I relaxed myself against the pillows that littered the floor of my dojo. As the memories of the first time Jasper and I were together flooded my mind I could feel him enter the room.

“Bella Darlin’ what are you thinkin about that has your lust swarmin me so?”

“Our first time together.”

The words no more then passed my lips and he was hovering over me.

“Would you like a repeat performance Darlin’?” he asked as he kissed his way up my neck from my collar bone.

My breathing turned to pants and whimpers of pleasure.

“Yes” It was barely a sigh.

He didn’t have to be told twice as I felt our lust and longing for each other sky rocket and ricochet around the room. Our kisses were passionate as our hands explored each other as we removed articles of clothing that were in our paths. Jasper kissed, licked, and nibbled on every area of open flesh he could find. A constant string of moans and whimpers were flooding from my mouth.

“Tell me what you want Darlin’.” Jasper whisper into my ear causing a delightful shiver to roll down my spine to my core.

“Everything Jasper. Everything.” I moaned back.

I could feel his hands trailing down my body. His fingers caressed my breast, then made small swirling patterns on my stomach. They continued there journey south as he ran his fingers through the curls of my nether regions. He slipped them into my slit and stroked me slowly as I arched into his hand.

“Do you enjoy that my Bella?” he asked through his kisses.

“Oh yes Jasper…yes..” I cried.

My body was aching for his touch. He slipped one finger inside me. Then as I arched he slipped in a second. He began stroking my insides slowly as he brought his mouth down to my breasts. He began sucking and nipping at the nipple making it strain and tighten. The sensations he was causing went straight to my puss. He curled his fingers inside me as my panting and moans became louder and closer together. I knew I wouldn’t last much longer. My core was tightening and pulsing in a rhythm that would have matched my now dead heart beat. He started pumping faster.

“Cum for me Bella. I want to feel your pleasure.”

It didn’t take it much longer. I felt the coil tighten and then release. The feeling of utter bliss took over as my eyes closed. Suddenly his tongue was licking up my juices. I arched my back up into him. He was relentless. I could feel the coil tightening again. Just as I was about to cum a second time he stopped and pulled away. I whimpered at the lost.

“I’m not finished yet Bella love.”

Just then I felt him at my entrance. His cock was throbbing in anticipation. He pushed in slowly, dragging out the pleasure as he seated himself fully inside me. I sighed once we were complete.

“Look at me Darlin’.” he commanded.

My eyes sprung open and connected with his beautiful sea bleached eyes. He began to move in and out. A slow steady pace. Each thrust full of love and power. I could feel every inch of him as we moved together.

“Faster…” I breathed.

He smirked and picked up his pace. Lifting my legs so my feet rested on his shoulders. The new position caused new sensations. His strokes became more forceful, as if he could read my next request. Our cries of passion became louder and began to run together. We could feel that our climax was coming quickly. His body and mine began to shudder. Our breath hitched and I screamed as he roared out as we came together. He leaned his head down and as we pulled each other closer our teeth sank into each other once more. I could feel his venom pooling under my skin. So I know he could feel mine. Together we shudder as we pulled apart. I sealed his as he sealed mine. We were finally one. Fully and completely. He pulled me to his side as he collapsed next to me on the pillows. My shield surrounded us in a glowing orb. Our emotions swirled around us. Love, bliss, and contentment were the most potent of those present. It was perfect. He leaned over and placed a gentle kiss to my temple.

“Love you.” he whispered as if he was afraid to break the spell.

“Forever and always.” I countered with a smile as I curled into his side.